I am so.. Over-Whelmed..

Parts of me hurt.. I don't know what they did to me at that Clinic.. but I HURT!!!

Also, I just want to say that.. I'd be happier if Night never showed itself..

The other night.. not sure how many nights back...
I'm not sure how I should measure things.. how many nights?  how many meals?  Well I don't eat .. I know they are trying to trick me.. so counting meals wouldn't work...

anyways.. it had been dark for a long time... not totally dark cause I really complain if they turn the lights out... So they don't.. I have them trained..

I have to say that.. I just can't stand it in the dark.. and when I am half asleep.. my mind wanders .. wanders back to the Mill and what it was like there..

one day I will describe that to you.. but for now... I'm glad it is in my past..

anyways.. as you can well imagine.. i get scared. if I think about that place..

it is hard to determine.. exactly what happens to me.. i just get SO scared.. and then I am NOT myself...

my new "MoM" touched me..

I freaked...

I saw for a few seconds.. my old life.. and i was just So scared..

I swear if I had the time to think about it.. Things would have been different.. but I didn't and so I just reacted..
A boy has to protect himself..
I bit her hard..
I bit her head and her face..
I just wanted to end the memory that was happening in my head!!!

You would too!!

Yes, a few moments later.. when I realized.. what was going on.. I froze..

I stood still...
The memory was gone..
She held me..

We were okay!

Things are moving way too fast for me...

I don't 'get' this 'house'...

There is a Westie.. in what they call the Kitchen.. he's hiding in a mirror.. I've tried to call him out but he is scared .. I'm not sure why..

There is also a Westie.. in this thing they call a DishWasher.. I'm glad I'm not 'in' there..

I heard some strange noises downstairs.. and I also found out that they have Westies in what they call the "Laundry Room".. it is scary in there.. I found a life size Westie right outside of that room... I think my Mom called it a "Mirror".. He scared me to death.. Seriously.. He looks exactly like me.. I tried my best to frighten him.. biting at him.. He bit right back!!!!

Also, I heard this strange sound.. I think she called it a 'phone' .. well now I'm sure that there is a Human Male inside what they call a couch.. I did my best.. using my teeth and all my might to pull him out of there...!!!

agggghh,

I swear.. they have Westies hidden all over in this place!!!

and they are watching me!!!

Not sure why they scare me so much .. except that.. they don't speak.. they just watch me!

I'm watching them too!!!

Number 11 Logan

These Humans didn't waste any time...

I heard these Humans talking..
Believe ME!! 
No time at all transpired.. We were booked to go to Scarborough, ON
for what they called.. Neutering!!?!?!  I don't think I need that done!!

Actually that and .. my Ears are just fine.  Leave them alone please!

So.. Monday morning we got up before the SUN..  it was dark out and I DO NOT like the DARK..

We drove, and drove...

We arrived at this place.. more dogs.. more humans.. more chaos..

First thing I knew I was asleep..
I awoke btw in PAIN..
I heard someone talking about PAIN Meds.. I don't think I got Mine!!

Y.. Ouch!!!!

Okay so now these Humans say we are "Driving Home"..

It's me.. I heard them say my name is Logan.. I thought I was number 11~~~~

Number 10 .. is now Angus!
Number 9.. I loved him as Number 9 .. is now Monty Hall

We met Number 13 at the Clinic.. His name is Freedom!!  I want that to be my name.. That is ALL I want.

I have to think some more before I can re-post..

U really have to understand this is ALL so new to me!

Logan - Number 11

Names?

Ok so, from here forward.. our humans decided we needed names...

Number 9.. btw I liked him as "Number 9" is now Monty Hall
Number 10 .. is Angus
Me.. I was Number 11 - I'm now Logan!

Remember Logan's Run?

I'm Logan on a quest to Freedom!

Right now.. I'm not sure what Freedom is.. I'm just trying to figure out all these words...

Logan

The Next couple of days....

We, Number 9, Number 10 and I spent our first night in Canada..

They tried to feed us.. Number 9 and Number 10 gobbled their food.  I'm pretty smart.. I didn't eat.  I know they are tryint to trick us!!

Number 9 left with his Human.. not sure where he went...

Number 10 went into a Room with BB and her human.

Oh so lucky me.. I met TOLA and Holly.. They were a little over-wheming.. so full of themselves!  I really liked Holly.. but she didn't want anything to do with me!!! :(

Like I said, I didn't eat.  They were not going to trick me!

Before I knew it... we were in this thing they called a "Bed".  I have always slept by myself.. so I was just a little anxious..  Someone turned the light out and I quickly told them.. they couldn't do that.

That night is a blur to me also.. as I am thinking back..

Number 11

Let me introduce myself!!!

My Name is Logan!

I am a West Highland White Terrier.  I am almost 5 years old!  I was born on January 25th, 2006.  I lived my whole life in a tiny cage as a breeding male at an Amish Puppy Mill in Mexico, Missouri, USA.

My journey started when the Westie Rescue Alliance decided to band together and save some of us from this horrid Puppy Mill in Mexico, Missouri.... up until then.. I knew nothing of "Life".

My journey is all about what has happened since they saved me from my Hell and how I am dealing with "Life as a Free Wesite-Boy"!  It is not as romantic or easy as you may initially think!!

I left the Shindler "Puppy Mill" {believe me there is nothing "Puppy-like" there} on Tuesday October 26th 2010.  Some nice ladies rescued me and 23 other WHWT's.  Yes 24 of us left there that day!!!!  It's all a blur to me what happened that day, that night, on Wednesday... things were just happening too fast to remember.   I do remember peeing on one nice lady who was trying to help me.. I just couldn't help it... {Yes maybe I was trying to "Mark" her as mine.. she was SO nice to me!

We arrived in Toronto Canada.  Yes we left the USA and arrived in Canada on Thursday, October 28th!!  A very nice lady picked us up... Me-- Then Number 11, Number 10, Number 9, and Number 13.

Our first stop was to drop off Number 13 pretty close by.. then we drove North the 3 of us.  {Number 8, Number 10 and I) Shortly after we arrived at our destination.. some other people arrived also..  Number 10 was the bravest and he left his "Safe Spot" first.. He seemed in instantly have a comfort zone with the fellow who reached out to him.   I was next..  I didn't want to come out but this lady reached in and touched me... picked me up and started talking to me in these words.. I couldn't understand..  I watched as Number 9 also was picked up.. he really had to be coaxed out by the way!

The next thing I knew we were in another vehicle heading further north.  Again, it is all a blur to me.. I really didn't know what was happening...

People were talking in more of these words I didn't understand.  We stopped somewhere and Number 9 and Number 10 gobbled up something they called Beef Jerky.  I wanted no part of it.  You see .. if a Human offers you Food .. They are trying to trick you.  I didn't eat it!!

The vehicle finally stopped!!  We went into a house.  I'm not sure how to describe what I saw... except that there were more little White Dogs and a Dog called BB.. who by the way thinks she is male but she's NOT!!

I gathered we were staying there for the night.  By this time you have to understand.. I'd been travelling for 2 days!  I was beat!  I just wanted to go to sleep!

I'm exhausted just re-thinking those first couple of days!!  I have to gather my thoughts.. then I will tell you about the next couple of days!!

Number 11